MindHaven Logs

It's game time!

2009-01-28T21:21:40Z

Looking for 3 - 4 players for a game of DnD 4e. I have all the software you will need, and can point you to where you can find PDFs of the books we would use if you don't own a copy*. This will be innitially a one shot game, but if everyone wishes to keep playing, it can easily be expanded into an ongoing campaign.

I will be using Gametable and Ventrillo, both are free, You only need a mic and speakers.

I will be starting things up February 5th at 7pm CST (1 am GMT), if I have enough players.

Anyone interested can contact me today or before game tomorrow for info on creating characters beforehand if you want to play. My full contact info is found at http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/548602/.

* I recommend buying a copy of the book later if you enjoy playing.

Jury Duty SUCKS...

2008-06-10T11:18:32Z

I show up for jury duty yesterday and now I am in a jury pool of 30 people, and though they are goign to eliminate 18 of us, I fear I am going to be one of the remaing 12. Not bad but it is a murder trial (can't say more due to court order) and I am looking at being there for up to 2 weeks or more. I think were it not for having a new baby, it wouldn't be so bad, but geeze...

zenbutterfly @ 2008-06-07T20:30:00

2008-06-08T01:59:14Z

Boy I suck at updating this thing. Well Khy was born May 20th, and was almost 10 lbs. The smoking thing is back but only at work. Aggression is down, libido is up, and still no one to game with.

I have decided to try running my own game since then it will be on my schedule. I'm going to start a 4th edition DnD campaign just as soon as I have another interested player. One thing I have considered is using some of the online virtual table top software, many of which are quite nice, and would allow people to join in if they don't live nearby.

Anyone interested in getting in on some of this fun and funky action, let me know. I may not check here often enough, so as always, email is kaije (atta) furrygeek.com

Passwords suck and new site.

2007-12-12T13:40:59Z

Seems last time I was in here making a post I updated my password and I hevn't been able to log in. And silly me, changign my password, I didn't change my email so I could retrieve my password. Well I have a new site for anyone who is interested. http://furrygeek.com Fitting isn't it.

I have news there but not anything in the way of a journal, so blogging is now back here on LJ. Time for sleep... see you all soon.

A new direction

2007-08-01T04:12:01Z

As many of you have probably seen, my site went down. THis is because my domain was snatched and squatted and they want $650 for me to get it back... well fuck that.

So I'll be posting here some more and I want to give things a new direction, me bettering myself. I have recently stopped smoking (8 days clean) and I will be starting a new high intensity excersize campaign starting tonight. If all works out well I'll be the sexy bitch you all know and love in time for Oklacon, and able to fit into my bikini for next swim season.

As it stands this first week I will be gaguing myself for my current condition and where I need to push myself to reach my goal. Tonight I will be doing the following:

Walk 1 mile
pushups 15 reps 3 sets
squats 15 reps 3 sets
crunches 15 reps 3 sets
Walk 1 mile

I will do one set of each in turn before doing the next set. Now this is only the beginning to see how much my body can handle in it's current condition, if this is too easy tonight then I will increase the number of reps untill I hit 30 and then increase the number of sets for a max of 10. This will give me a total of 300 reps per excersize. I will then add additional exercizes as needed to increase the difficulty. THe walking is to start things flowing and I may increase that as well to double the distance both at the beginning and at the end.

Now heres the problem. On the nights I work it is slow and this will not be a problem, but on other nights I will be at home and can use all the encouragement I can get to complete this and stay on track.

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Part 2

I just finished this for today. I only did 10 reps for the pushups but I walked further than planned. IN my office it is measured that 23 laps make a mile, problem is I would loose count and have to add more laps, and when I needed a rest between sets I would walk so I think I still burned plenty of calories. I streatched out and my body feels like rubber. I can tell I am out of shape by how tired I am, and I am not looking forward to how sore I am going to be tomorrow. I know it is worth it and will become easier if I can just stick with it.

Damn I'm tired, and still have 3 hours to go before my shift is over, looks like I'll be doing more laps to stay awake.

A mostly permenant move

2006-10-22T00:25:23Z

Everyone who watches me knows that I rarely update this thing, and I am to blame for this, only because I post things to several places and hate having to remember where I post everything.

So I am announcing the move of my Journal to my personal home page, http://kaijewolf.com, and click on journal. From here I will have updates on love, life and everything I am working on.

I also have a new gallerie section, the look of which will be changing soon, and content that will hopefully improve.

Please, everyone I know and love, come by, visit and leave a message.

zenbutterfly @ 2006-01-07T09:34:00

2006-01-07T15:43:41Z

Everyone, update your links. I have a new website, after finally breaking down and buying my own domain. I can now be found at http://kaijewolf.com.

My mate went to her parents in virginia for a week, which explains why I haven't been on for awhile, but during that time I have gotten together with some of the local furs. Seems there is quite a few just a couple miles away from me.

And for those interested, I am starting a Dungeons & Dragons game, we're just creating caracters as it is, so if anyone wants to join in let me know, It looks like we'll be playing on every other sunday, or on wednesday nights.

past events

2005-12-13T01:13:08Z

I am not updating as much anymore with a lack of being able to update when I want to, but in the past several weeks alot has happened.

I have changed jobs... With all the crappiness of Tacohell, I am now at Cap'n D's, which is good, since Tacohell was only working me three hours a week, and we all know no one can live on that.

I went to jail... I forgot about a ticket I had in midwest City, and a police officier pulled me over only to haul me off because my license was suspended. I have never been lied to so much on my life. The arresting officier lied to me, every jailer lied to me, and whats worse, they lied to my GF, and she didn't even do anything wrong except try to bail me out. The food was lousy (only balogna sandwiches) and the orange pajama pants were uncomfortable, but the shirt was nice... made me look thinner.

I have access to a scanner now, so I have been working on getting my pictures up on my website, if anyone wishes for a picture, let me know. I don't consider myself good enough to call for commissions but I will do things as I can get time for it.

Tomorrow my son turns 3, and I love him bunches.

Can anyone find a mouse?

2005-11-10T21:18:16Z

Of those that read this can anyone ge ahold of Corsi? I have something he wanted and it seems that his furnation accounf is rejecting mail messages, they just get bumped back to me. if anyone can contact him, please tell him to email me (Kaije.at.darkseas.com).

Things will be a long time coming.

2005-10-22T18:43:11Z

Finally I have a job, it's at taco hell but it is a job, and the Grilled Chipotle Stuffed Burrito that comes out next month... not bad.

I hope to make Oklacon, but things are still a bit uncertain, bad this late in the game, but if I can have enough to make rent then me and Vaerin are going to be there. I couldn't afford my place by myself, and she couldn't afford hers, so we moved in together for now.

I passed my first class... with flying colors. Twisted kingdoms Muck has appointed me coding wiz, and things are looking like they might start heading back up hill.

Well the battery is about to die...

Club Hoping

2005-09-29T18:21:11Z

Went to my first club last night. Went with some friends and my mate, had a blast, and afterwards came back to the house, put on some techno, and we kept partying afterwards. Oh and Aiko, thanks for those CDs from last time I saw you.

Final Fantasy VII : Advent Childern

2005-09-16T12:16:27Z

HOLY SHIT!
I am even more impressed than I was after Spirits Within. The only thing lacking in this movie was story, which seemed a little... I would say lacking but it had depth, and there was character development, it was just little. No big plot twists, just balls to the wall action. Cloud's blade is increadable, the battle with Bahemut is spectacular, and Sepheroth. He can slay me with his love.

In actuality its a continuation of the FFVII storyline taking place 2 years after the game. My only complaint was Yuffie recieved so little screen time.

Rating? Four wings, Platnum clad. And if the animation gets any better I am going to write them and demand they stop using actors.

Funday Pawpets Show in OKC... (watching that is)

2005-09-16T12:09:31Z

What: Watch the Funday Pawpets Show
When: Sunday 18SEPT2005 5PM
Where: Kaije's place in MidwestCity, just north of NE 10th on Midwest Blvd. Call 405-737-0886 for building number and gate code.
What to bring: Yourself and a computer if you have one, after all the show is interactive.

zenbutterfly @ 2005-09-11T15:49:00

2005-09-11T20:43:33Z

You are 85% Submissive!

Submissive
and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up.
You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your
family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or
sexual matters.

If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy
outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's
likely you have already done so.

If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others.

You can find out more about this topic at my site.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 95% on Submissive

Link: The Are You A Born Submissive Test written by subthoughts on Ok Cupid

zenbutterfly @ 2005-09-11T14:12:00

2005-09-11T19:07:02Z

You Were Actually Born Under:

Resourceful and practical, you are a quick thinker.
You are very observant - and it's hard to get anything past you!
A total perfectionist, you are especially picky about looking your best.
You're a big dreamer - such a big dreamer that reality can disappoint you.

You are most compatible with an Ox or Snake.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You have both a fiery energy and a warm heart.
Your charisma and charm makes it easy for you to influence others.
Lucky in life, you also have a reputation of being lucky in love.
Power hungry, you are determined to get what you want - no matter what it takes.

You are most compatible with a Monkey or Rat.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Butterfly / wolf... Cock / Dragon... I'm just completly at conflict

The sadest thing I hve ever seen.

2005-09-09T11:18:09Z

Anyone who has a fur coat, I think you should see this and ask yourself how was yours treated.

!!!WARNING!!!
This is a painful thing to watch.
http://www.strasbourgcurieux.com/fourrure/fourrure.asx

Now don't get me wrong, I have a relative who raises rabbits, and I have killed a few animals myself but when done in a humane way it is not an evil thing. I never let the animal suffer, and I always try and make it as quick and painless as possable. My relative that raises them has always done so for both food and pelt, and does it very fast himself so there is little suffering.

But the people in the video... I would happilly beat their heads on the groubd and chop their hands and feet off as they lie there, only ale to watch, just to show them what they are doing s wrong. I know I can't do that, but damn it if you want to buy fur, try and find out where it came from, and if the animals were treated humanely before they died.

And PETA if you we're to ever read this... I LOVE BEEF, so stick it in your nose.

Funday Pawpets Show in OKC... (watching that is)

2005-09-07T22:09:26Z

What: Watch the Funday Pawpets Show
When: Sunday 04SEPT2005 5PM
Where: Kaije's place in MidwestCity, just north of NE 10th on Midwest Blvd. Call 405-737-0886 for building number and gate code.
What to bring: Yourself and a computer if you have one, after all the show is interactive.

Help Change the world... CHEAP!

2005-09-06T08:53:36Z

I think everyone should read Seraphims rant on megatokyo:
http://www.megatokyo.com/index.php?strip_id=756

She makes two good points. 1) write your congressman about House Resolution 3037 and 2) go to a Coinstar machine in a local grocery store (like albertsons) and donate $1 (one dollar) to the American Red Cross. Both of these things would help change the world... Hmmm just 5 minutes and $1.50 to change the world... come on... even I'm not that lazy.

zenbutterfly @ 2005-08-31T13:49:00

2005-08-31T18:46:21Z

zenbutterfly @ 2005-08-26T16:50:00

2005-08-26T21:58:51Z

Kungfoo bots attack!

I have also done quite a bit of art, unfortunatly I don't have a scanner... or money to buy one, and cannot show any of it... If anyone nearby happens to have a scanner and would be willing to help me out please let me know.

minor bits

2005-08-22T09:59:38Z

WEll lets see... Day before yesterday I finished my ears and tail, now just need wings...
Yesterday was the pawpets get together, and only two people showed, but I told my GF that if two showed then I would do it again next week. So I will hold it again next week and hopefully people will come.

! ! ! WARNING RANT AHEAD ! ! !

This is the third time I have invited people to a gathering at my place, and like the previous two occasions it seems I am ignored. of the two that showed one is my GFs room mate and the other was a friend I had to invite 3 times before he said maybe, though each time he was complaining about not doing anything so it wasn't like begging. Now I am not the social butterfly but I wish when I do make the effort to invite people I wouldn't be ignored.

zenbutterfly @ 2005-08-21T22:38:00

2005-08-22T03:35:54Z

be honest...
what would you do if :
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out about me?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression of me?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? if so, tell me now.
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Come watch the Funday Pawpets Show

2005-08-19T10:18:59Z

This is mainly a repost of what I stated in the oklahoma_furs journal, buta friend and I have decided to host a gathering for the 'Funday Pawpets Show'. We'll be hooking the computer to a TV so it will be easier to see. I live in Midwest City, and am quite easy to fins. I even have an extra bed and air matress for a few to crash on if need be. Just call me and let me know you are coming so I can give you directions. 405-737-0886 If the answering machine picks up just leave a # and I'll call you back.

Like sand through an hourglass...

2005-08-16T01:42:59Z

Well today I lost my job again, but that is good... It means that I no linger have to put up with the shit from my boss. He chewed my ass out and then threatened to have me arrested (I have it all on tape) then ripped me off and shorted me on my check... so I am going to turn him into the BBB, CLEET, and the labor board. besides I don't need to work for a place that bounces the payroll checks...

I also was in a car wreck, so no driving for me... Put my head through the windshield (no seatbelt) and left a really cool dent.

so now I am looking for work again with little money... but I really don't give a shit anymore... ... Anyone know where I can get hired as an assasin?

no frills

2005-06-21T08:21:39Z

Just a quick no frills update. about this time last month I lost my job. my cell phone was cut off a couple days ago, but on the other hand if I can lose a little weight then I can get into the airforce reserve. I haven't been able to call anyone without my cell, but the kitty butterfly, the birdy, and the brit lion hopefully know I miss then.
Darkseas is almost finished, and I think I am going to release my combat system open source. maybe.
well I am off to bed, and hopefully I will get a job tomorrow... I hope...